be4 i wanna start my typing there's alot of tings in my mind tat i wanna crab on bt now dunno y all gone ade...maybe becouse de change of song...hmm...i wonder...
i still remember wen i'm still in primary sch i been started 2 face alot of problems...at tat time wat's in my mind is i dun wanna grow up cos as i noe all de grown up will face even more problems...tat's y wen de 1st day i went 2 my secondary sch i was so scare...scare tat i will get bully again...
bt lucky me i manage 2 be more tough den be4...wen ppl bully me i manage 2 fight back bt deep down inside me i was still very very scare...i wish tat i can get ppl eye-sight on me...even my own parent...i noe tat i cant really get any gd result 2 let my parent 2 praise on so de only thing tat i can do is not being a gd child as they wanted so tat they can spend more time wit me or even communicate more wit me...actually i'm not a bad gal nor o bad student...i've been so active in all de kokurikulum...being on stage 4 so many times...reciving so many prices bt still no1 sees in me...
at my year 2..tat's mean form 2...i met up 1 gal...1 day she ajak me 2 her church activiti...reminder tat time i'm still not yet a christian oh...she intro me 2 pastor lim n be4 tat she been talking 2 him about me...pastor lim saw my problem n slowly he brings me up...so can said tat tat's de reason y i became christian...he tought me how 2 face my ownself, my parents n de public...i became more n more stronger not outside bt deep down inside...i even learn how 2 love my own enemy....
after tat i having more n more frends in sch n de most important thing is my parents willing 2 listen 2 my oppinion n they actually agree it...we had less fight den be4...well tat's a gd news...n de grestest news is they agree 2 let me study in MMU cyberjaya no matter how hard they work 2 earn de money
oh well tat's de parents part...now comes 2 de frends part...i met 1 gd nice frend of mine wen i' was in form 3...she was like my key 2 every door...she helps me 2 open every 'heart' door of every person tat i met n been having alot of frend until we graduate...
after leaving de palce tat i grew up in n come 2 cyber...i always tell myself i'm now being in a new place, having a new life, meeting new ppl n i really hav 2 be gd n being de real of me...n yes i did it...tis new place is gd, my mew life is nice n my whole bunch of new frends r great...de only thing tat worrys me now is my own study n my assginment...bt no worry even i really stress out also i noe how 2 destress n where 2 release.............
uni life is fun 2 me...n i'm still being de same old me...so active in so many clubs...holding so many poses n yet still can get ride of my assginment...tat's me!!! so mom stop worry about me...i Am being a gd gal here ;)
*repost it from de old blog*
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